
Eight Works, One Question: My YoungArts Application
I just submitted my application for a national YoungArts award. Here's how I chose the eight works — and the question that ties them together.
I just hit submit on my application for a national YoungArts award, and I'm still buzzing.
The application asked for photos of eight works and an explanation of how I chose them. Everything about my submission was intentional — the order, the flow, and the descriptions. I chose to write about the thoughts behind each piece rather than the materials. Everyone uses paint; that isn't what makes a piece unique. The thoughts in my mind and the stories of how each work evolved are what connect them.
A moment of growth
This summer I studied at the Pratt Institute in Brooklyn and at the Savannah College of Art and Design in Savannah, and my mind exploded onto paper and into mixed media. Working alongside young artists from literally around the world, and getting feedback from accomplished professors, was life changing. It also means I'm at a fortunate moment where I have a connected body of work to share.
How the pieces talk to each other
In Hair Day, we zoom into the faces of three bold female figures — the same kind of bystanders who watch from the background of The Imperfections of a Butterfly. Facial expression and body language carry through Thriving or Grieving and Foundational Figures 2 too.
But the connection that resonates most is simpler: the thoughts and feelings I have as a young woman in high school living in New York City. Why Not Just Say Hello, The Imperfections of a Butterfly, and The Spotlight are crowning achievements for me, and they all ask the same question in bold, provocative imagery: Why don't you care?
I think a lot of teenagers are asking themselves that question. Very few have the courage to ask it openly and put themselves on display. Many hide it behind confidence, ambivalence, attitude, or just looking like they don't care.
Taking the risk
Why Not Just Say Hello was made at Pratt in a compressed time frame. I wanted a large-format self portrait unlike anyone else's, while knowing it would be hard to finish in the time I had. Once I took the risk and started, I never looked back — it took several late nights. Taking calculated risks runs through my art, and it's part of who I am.
What's next
I'm extremely proud of how much I've grown as a visual artist over the last two years, and excited to have shared this work. There's so much more I want to say about each piece than the word limits allowed — so expect more of those stories here soon.


